Ideals

Chasing after an ideal can be really tiring.
Having dreamed of a future deemed to be realistic, expectations tag along and become part of life,
however things will not always turn out to be the way you want it to.
Your ideal isn't the ideal of the many other people you'll meet in your life no matter who it is.
They clash, and sometimes it favors you, sometimes it may not.
That's one fine lesson to be learned.
I've given up many things in my past years, but in this two-year journey I've given up some which are
really significant and the experience was suffocating.
Changes that follow the abandoning of the previous goal comes along together with my other tiny waves and hit against the shore at once.
This is probably a test harder than any other written papers.
They are the real examinations in life, nothing like studying from textbooks and notes, and apply them to questions printed on papers.
To challenges faced thus far, my answer to the examination is:

Think of the better so you will  remember to not be complacent.
Think of the worse so you will remember to count your blessings.